I FEEL MY WIFE IS HIDE OF SOMETHING
I forgave my wife 2 times of adultery.
I was very upset about it but never told anyone. But I always feel like my wife is hiding something from me
My wife and I have been married for 5 years and have a baby boy.
When we were newly married, we had a hard time because both sides of our families were poor. Together, we have overcome many difficulties. I always take care of and pamper my wife.
Now life is much better than my wife’s affair with a colleague of ours. After finding out, I was shocked but didn’t tell anyone because I wanted to give my wife a chance. Besides, I still love you so much that I don’t want to lose the family I’ve worked so hard to create. Wife promised to amend. I accept and never repeat.
Recently, I found out that my wife is still dating that person.
She begged me to forgive her. I asked the reason for the betrayal. My wife said she had no feelings for me, and asked for forgiveness to start over. I still care, love, never betray her.
I was in a lot of pain but still accepted to let it go again.
But 10 days later, I had a feeling she was hiding something, forcing herself to be with me. I wonder if my feeling is wrong or is it because she hasn’t changed? I told my wife to make me feel confident, but it didn’t work.
I really want to follow my wife.
But I’m afraid I won’t be able to forgive her if she cheats again. The two times my wife cheated on me, I kept it in my heart, so I was always afraid. Thanks for everyone’s advice, what should I do to keep this family?